Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck

birthday wishes for everyone.

2008-02-20T19:38:45Z

So this is going to be a little angry rant.... just in general.

For all who apply I'm wicked tired of feeling used and let down all the time. i'm sick of feeling replaceable. Because honestly I shouldn't have to feel this way around my friends. This isn't really a recent development.. It's been like this for a while now. It's just gotten to the point where i'm actually really pissed off. Because listen boys and girls I'm not replaceable. I finally have realized what a great friend Abigial actually was, never once with her did i ever feel like.. well she never ever made me feel like this with her. Oh well i guess, win some.. loose some. I seriously wonder what some... (not all mind you) would do if i showed up at a party with Abigail in tote. Honestly I don't think i would really care, i have more fun with just her then i have with a room full of some of my other friends sometimes. It's cute because my sister the other day was telling me how much she actually missed abigail... for simply no other reason then the fact that she was a good friend to me, and would have done anything for my family. BLAH. i've given up the notion that for once My friends would decide to be amazing and do something for me... instead of just looking at it as another valid reason to get drunk or high. Hell even if they took the time out of their precious day just for a minute to plan something, i would show up with Abigail in a heartbeat as my date... fuck what they say. It's my birthday after all, i have to get some say. If not? then i don't want to be there anyways.

One last thing i need to bitch about... Don't try to guilt me into agreeing or doing something i don't want to. I hate being guilted into things more than anything in this world. It's not fair, honestly. Everyone know's that they can get away with it.. so they do it because they know i won't say no. Honestly anytime any one of you does it, it seriously makes me respect you a little less every god damn time. In Some cases, makes me hate you a little more.

Now to get to the original point of this god damn blog....

I desperately need to find something to believe in these days.

Wait just to make this day better, i just got off the phone with my boyfriend... yep he apparently doesn't even know when my birthday is. Awesome. For all of you guys out there it's this friday.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-12-02T14:41:00

2007-12-02T20:45:06Z

Everything, and everyone changes. nothing, no matter how hard you fight, Will ever stay the same.

it took me 20 years to figure this out.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-05-28T00:38:00

2007-05-28T05:51:32Z

I love my life, i honestly do. I have a beautiful boy sleeping... somewhere in my house, who i should probably go find. I have amazing friends (everyone at willexas). Schools fallen back into place finally. And over all it's just been good.

OH Plus the Pirates movie was amazing. I'm all for Johnny Depp any day.

well just for a little hint of humor. Katie, Rachel, Aaron and i decided we were going to rent 'Pirates' the porn spoof of Pirates of the Caribbean. WELLhunt started at down town book and video and that silly little store has a $50 rental fee for it... PLUS a no return policy if spooge or lube touches the movie. NEEDLESS TO SAY we went to Pure pleasure.... and just to buy the damn thing was $80. so we had to resort to good old Hollywood Video, where we could only get the cheap HBO version of it. well we had to hunt all over the damn store for it, and of course since we're basically all retarded we ended up having to ask for it... the conversation went somewhat like this...

me: Hi uh, we're looking for Pirates
clerk: One or two?
(Rachel trusty and i look at each other)
Rachel: no see we're looking for the adult one
*clerk sits and smiles*
Rachel: the porn version
*clerk sits, another clerk starts laughing and points to some random wall*

we end up having to resort to finding it ourselves, went back to Alexa and Wills.... ended up watching it with a million other people.

and the only thing i learned today was about scurvy Vagina. and that Candlesticks should never be used as a dildo.

now pardon me i'm off to find pretty boy toy.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-04-15T10:53:00

2007-04-15T15:56:52Z

ever feel like your living in an ashtray?

update

2007-03-28T02:10:52Z

So Cosmo school is going okay, it's pretty lame that i have to be there over 40 hours a week, for ten months.... and can only miss a total of 80 hours. yeah i've already missed about half of that, if not more. I basically fail at life.

Hmmm what else.

My highlight model got into a car accident this week and wasn't able to make it
My Relaxer model, robbed a house last december? and is currently mia (well not really more like arrested)

FRIDAY is the last day of into
so if anyone needs a Perm, Relaxer, Foil color, or hell anything that would be GREAT<3 give me a call or drop me a line and we'll set it up.

but yeah, i took out my nose ring due to this weird bumb i got by it... I got a new puppy named Fonzie. And well yeah, thats my life as we know it.

update

2007-03-13T22:18:33Z

SO i hardly ever update this thing, i hardly have time to ever come online these days.
Cosmo school is okay, and has been keeping me rather busy lately. Colors, perms & haircuts

Anyways i think i'm going to Chicago in the next few days or so, so i'll actually get off my ass and post some pictures.
I'm going with abby and her mother so it will be a blast.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-03-01T14:53:00

2007-03-01T20:56:39Z

GOODBYE BLONDE HAIR FOREVER.
Bleach no longer has any controle over me.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-02-22T17:30:00

2007-02-22T23:49:30Z

happy birthday to me.
im older today.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-01-22T17:30:00

2007-01-22T23:30:33Z

"Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world"

eye appointments are the lame sauce

2007-01-12T20:37:05Z

pretty sure this is the best picture Abby and i have.

sorry just found it, and it's basically the greatest thing since sliced bread.

Anyhoo, i finally got my contacts the other day, and was hit on by the eye doctor guy. here's the conversation
"So any medication your on?"
me: No
"Birth control?"
Me: No
"Well that's a shame *weird smile*"
followed by a million other random questions, that are not necessary for how bad the state of ones eyes are in.

BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE, the eye appointment was on him, I'm totally down with not having to pay for my eyes to get looked at... sorry i think it's retarded to have to pay $60 just to stare at a wall chart, and stumble through it like a moron because your expected to be able to read the bottom fucking line... just for them to say 'yep you definitely have a problem'.
But of course, good old Abby was there to make light of the situation by stating that he wants to put his penis in my mouth while touching my face. Gotta love her.

rainbow__vomit @ 2007-01-06T17:20:00

2007-01-06T23:24:10Z

Who actually reads this?
Just wondering. Because i'm at a new stage in my life, which means a new journal and i want to know who i should add.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-11-10T18:11:00

2006-11-10T18:11:48Z

So i woke up this morning to this, just the other day it was warm and sunny... someplaces in MN it was 70 degrees...
and now today we have this.
And it's still snowing we have over a foot.

suck... But i got to bust out the hat Aarons Grandma made for me.

that is all.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-11-06T00:25:00

2006-11-06T00:25:23Z

Can I just start over again. Redo my entire life. Hit rewind. Watch it all roll back. Close your eyes. I am, A Revolution.

Hi. I'm Alyssa.

the blond one incase you forgot.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-10-12T17:00:00

2006-10-12T17:03:14Z

fuck this, it's only Ocotober 12th why is it snowing? And an even better question... why is it sticking to the ground?
thank god its not snowing really bad.
in the words of Mercedes "whatever happened to global warming?

woot just checked the weather, Saturday it's going to be in the 50's again. Only today! yay. But the rest of the day it's going to be in the 30's. suck. and with the wind, it's going to feel like it's in the teens. Sometimes i hate Minnesota.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-10-08T21:07:00

2006-10-09T02:08:40Z

piercing + camera = vanity. go figure

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-10-02T19:43:00

2006-10-03T00:48:16Z

Woot

i swear i have eyebrows, their just really light, plus mercedes has the most amazing eyes.

Mercedes and Matt, two of my favorite people

Mariekke and Mathew.... and me?

once again, there i am eating someones face... and oh tasha, drop it like its hot.

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NOTE TO ALL STUDIO KIDS.

2006-09-26T00:22:48Z

LEARN TO USE PROPER HYGEINE.

i don't like smelling you if your standing 30 feet away.

brought to you by the most unattractive picture ever.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-09-04T10:33:00

2006-09-04T15:34:13Z

i refuse to believe that the Crocodile hunter is dead.

Maybe he's like elvis.... WATCH tomorrow someone will see him swimming with dolphins.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-08-27T11:50:00

2006-08-27T18:52:21Z

California is interesting. Justin has been showing me around the last few days, sort of fun. BUT FINALLY he's taking me to the zoo, i know right i go to Cali in a Uhaul and i'm excited about a zoo.

Im amazing at life

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-08-21T04:58:00

2006-08-21T05:23:12Z

ugh i can't believe school starts ~~tomorrow~~ TODAY, i can't believe i have to go back *seriously pissed*. AS OF TODAY 14 Months and counting till Alyssa gets kicked out in the real world. Anyone need a hair stylist?

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-08-17T23:50:00

2006-08-18T04:51:31Z

i dont like my friends

~~most days~~

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-07-05T23:14:00

2006-07-06T04:14:38Z

we set the street on fire last night. it was amazing.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-06-04T13:59:00

2006-06-04T19:04:56Z

YEAH heres what the rest of the year looks like for me at the given moment (plus some of next)
June 17-26th- Salem and Boston
July 20-24 - Detriot lakes
August 5th-12th - Las Vegas
September 2nd -9th - Road trip To California (fucking sweet)
October 22nd - 29rth - Boston
November i finally get to quit Burger king FOREVER
Decemeber either i'm going out to boston or Aarons coming here for Christmas
JANUARY - MONTH OFF
February - I START NOVA
the week of July fourth i have off
FINISH FOREVER IN DECEMBER TIME FOR THE REAL WORLD.

BUT i'm road tripping to OHIO pretty damn soon i've decided. I'll go by myself if i have too.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-04-16T21:29:00

2006-04-17T02:33:47Z

as the school year comes to a close, i'm growing sick of the fake promises of keeping in touch and staying friends. I'm done with it...
theres a small handfull of people in Rochester that i actually want to keep in some sort of contact with. To prove my point, promises of keeping in touch last year... don't talk to anyone except Alexa. Yeah i miss some of the friends i had... but i don't know. These things happen. People grow apart.

rainbow__vomit @ 2006-03-23T20:24:00

2006-03-24T02:29:04Z

my puppy is cuter then yours.